Friday, September 21, 2018

Thoughts From The ER


It was a typical Tuesday. I was standing at my computer, just after breakfast, working on, ironically enough, on my blog, when suddenly I became dizzy. I stumbled over to the chair at the table and immediately felt my chest tighten up, like I had a heavy weight pressing on my chest, and my blood pressure shot up through the roof. I thought I was having a heart attack.

My wife brought me to the local ER where they proceeded to hook me up to a heart monitor and EKG, gave me medication to lower the blood pressure and started running tests to see what was going on.

I had a lot of time to think, as well as panic, while I was lying there, as to what comes next, wondering if I was going to live long enough to see the next day. I wanted to share with you just a little of what I was thinking while this was going on.

I wondered if I suddenly found myself in the presence of G-d what He might say to me or ask. Would He ask about my political views or my world views on politics? Would He ask about my portfolio ( or lack thereof) or if I had a 401k? Would He ask me what my favorite doctrine or religious point of view I have or even about ones that I don't care for?


I really don't think G-d will be interested in my political opinions or affiliation. I don't really believe that He is going to ask me about doctrine or my actual religious views, or about my non existent portfolio, but I do think I have a basic idea of what He would want to know ( yes He is G-d and knows all things anyhow but just bare with me) and this is what I'd like to share with you.

One of the important beliefs in Judaism is justice and charity. In fact I would guess that in all major religions that is a core belief, but in Judaism it is seen as a commandment, to do good, to love justice and mercy in fact justice and mercy were even considered more important then sacrifice.

Micah 6:7-8 “Would the Lord be pleased with thousands of rams, With myriads of streams of oil? Shall I give my first born for my transgressions, The fruit of my body for my sins?
He has told you, O man, what is good, And what the Lord requires of you:Only to do justice and to love goodness and to walk humbly with your God.”

G-d is not going to hold us accountable for stupid man made rules and regulations or political parties, what He is likely to hold us accountable for is just how much good we have done in this world.

An old time Christian singer by the name of Don Francisco put it well in a song called “the steeple song”.

do you love your wife, for her and your children are you laying down your life? What about the others? Are you livin' as a servant To your sisters and your brothers? Do you make the poor man beg you for a bone? Do the widow and the orphan cry alone?

This is the kind of thing that I believe that G-d will hold us accountable for both individually but also as a nation. G-d isn't going to care about our politics, or our doctrines. He isn't going to care about about what country we come from or what people groups we associate with. None of that truly matters, what will truly matter, in the end, for all of us, is what we have done to brighten up the world a little bit, what good have we done in our small corner of the world. This is what matters. Everything else, that we seem to think is important is little more then window dressing in the grand scheme of life.

How do you want to remembered? As a person who held strong political or religious views, who had a great portfolio or would you prefer to remembered by you fellow man and by G-d as someone who was compassionate, who cared for the widow and the orphan?

G-d calls us to the latter, not the former.

The tests came back negative for a heart attack, but positive for high amounts of stress, I had let foolish things get to me instead of worrying about the things of G-d that were truly important.

Amazing the things you can think about when your all wired up in an emergency room.





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